lost

i am lost,
after i reach what i am now, i don't know where to go.
what do i want now?
i have the power,
the people respect me,
i am well known even by children.
...and yet i feel i am lost.
perhaps many will say that i am good,
that others can emulate me,
that i did great,
that i am well and good,
that i am in the right track..
looks can really fool others,
its easy to hide,
showing okay yet deep inside hurting,
help..i need help..